Thursday, July 31

In Netcom Now

Sigh, I'm so bored today.

There's nothing to do. I got a match later, I hope that will be fun, but i'm just waiting for her now. Waiting for her message. I hope i get to see her, anyways moving on. As i was saying just another boring day here. If anyone got any plans or anything fun to do. Please do call me up.

BrB gonna text (her)

p.s. i hope i get an answer soon.

Bored To Death?

what is there to do in brunei? not a lot but good enough to keep us bruneians happy, but always we want more. i'm not here to talk about life in brunei but my life in brunei. i've been talking to people and yea i have problems. i don't know what to do when your in love when your not in love. we need LOVE, well i do at least. its very hard to be in a relationship, even harder to stay in one.

let me share a small experience of mine that has been going on for a year or so. i've been trying to say things to a girl which has been in me for a while now and trust me its not as easy as you say, trust me. i've been there and done that.

life is hard and we just keep moving on, i'm not a guy who usually takes risks but today i will. well to get on with the story or the "morale" is to take time and be patient in your relationship but not to long. you never know what your "soon to be partner" will say so, you just say it and hope it goes well. thats why we all take risks in our life. some are good and some are bad. what ever happens just move on.

take life one step at a time.
you don't always get what you want.

ZzzzZzZzzZzZ
Sleeping Time.
*yawn*

Crazy Gamers

some of you guys, who know me. i am crazy about gaming. especially CS or counter strike. it's very addictive like an addiction of smoking or something but yea. most people have nicks in CS but i don't i still use zim because its simple and unique in a special kind of way. i'm in a new team called blank, from brunei of course, but we will be changing our team name soon. in the last counter strike tournament in netcom, we were in second place losing by only a point or two. i'm a bit too crazy about CS so i'm trying to stop because i have been playing almost everyday skipping tutions and forgetting family and friends. I'm trying to reduce the time i play so i can have more time to spend, and to sleep like right now. 

good night. x)

This Is Me. <3

For Everyone who wants to know me. First i'll start of with the basics. My name is Azim, But call me ZIM. Some people call me kumis, so you can call me that too. I don't mind if you do because i've grown to get use to it even though people think its offensive. I am currently living in Brunei. It hasn't been that long but i've been living for about 15 years in this world. I was born on the 12th of February. Which, i am lucky to be born on this date because i've grown to love the number 122. I am a rooster, i mean by the chinese zodiac. Not literally a rooster. In this past years i've grown so many colors except black, white and of course pink! I try so hard to make my life successful but it always turn against me. So sometimes you just have to go with the flow of life and see where it leads you. I've felt all the expression of what a human should have but i'm not saying its a good thing. There's always room for new friends in my life. So come and get to know me better because i would like to do the same with you.

I'm sorry if its a bit lame. This is how i usually am. I've never been good with about me's. People usually do this part for me, but i'm trying to do my best. I'll post more soon.

zim is out ( always wanted to say this )